Just a little word

It's hurt! Don't you feel it?

Oh yes! I forgot that you can't feel it

You don't have a heart or maybe your heart already turned into black? 

Well, do you have a mother? Or is your mother a boy? 

Lol sorry but

If you had a heart, then you'll never do that things

You know what, i really want to be in your position now

Just want to feel what you feel now

And you in my position, i bet that you'll cry me a river like i did *sorryfortheoveracted

I just realized that you! Just like a jerk! 

I really hate you, and now i hate myself too because i know i cannot stop loving you and forgiving you and you know how that feel? It's hurt to know someone that you love is not or maybe never love you

He keeps playing with your heart 

And this stupid girl actually already realized that she had been played by him

But

She

Is

Stupid

Stupid

I'm fine now, 

Just don't worry about me lol oops sorry i forgot! You never worry about me, do you?

Time passes and the big hole in my heart will heal

you can break up from me and go from my life leave me in peace and never look back again and hope that we'll never meet again

That's the good thing for my really really really really fragile heart

I just want to have a good man for me

Well everyone wants that

Of course that girl too

I hope you'll be a gentleman someday and get success so you'll enjoy your bright future --

Hate it when you

Well, i...

But not really confused

I think, they're right about him

He's still lying to me, well everybody hates when someone lied to them

And I don't know how to get his ass off from my world

Should i kill him?

No

Should i lie to him to make he hate me?

Umm don't know

Should i keep trust on him?

You know, it hurts babe

I don't wanna be like rihanna on her song " i love the way you lie "

No no no

He is like using me, i just felt like that

If he's not good for me, please God, make him stay (really really really) away from me

Even if it hurts at first but it's ok, i can handle my feeling 

Lol

I'm tired 

2 years and 4 months

Well, i just realized, 

I think, 26 will be our always 

Lol (sok tfios)

I just read my diary, and we dated on 26 jan, and then broke up and then 26 apr, we're on again

Well, well, not really special but a little special  lol (confusing)

I just wish, that he wants to change himself for a good man

And wish for my real future husband (aka our destiny) not wish for a boyfriend 

Ok 

Can't continue bcause i peningggg uuuhhh don't know the reason why i got a headache

Too much thinking? Yes

Too much playing with cp/pc? Yeeess

Hungryyy? Yeeeessss

Byeee

I'm buzzzyyyy

Hello people

So busy, 

Well haha no lah gak busy busy amat wkwkkw sorry for my eng.

Now, i'm focusing on my study first damn! Lol! This all my fault

I rarely went to college, i don't feel like to wake up early, late night slept, 

I'm sorry, I just, I don't know

So, now

I'm so interesting in drawing

Well, that's my motivation now to make me feel ok, i just hope, tomorrow, is a good day aaammiiinnn

Need chatime

Need chaaatiiimeeee

Need pensil color 

no! watercolor? Yees

Just a little word from my little heart

Aku duduk, sendiri, di tepi tempat tidur, pikiran kacau, degup jantung juga gak karuan 

Aku mencoba memutar musik favoritku, aku pikir ini bisa membuatku melupakan apa yang sedang terjadi ini

Ternyata tebakan ku salah

Aku bahkan tidak konsen

Pikiranku sangat kacau

Tangan mulai gemetaran

Entah, semuanya membuat ku semakin pusing, lemah, dan bad mood

Aku benci ini

Yeah

Sangat benci kondisi ini

Bisakah kita memulai lagi dengan pikiran yang tenang?

Bisakah kita diskusikan?

Bisakah aku menahan emosi ku?

Bisakah kau bicara lembut padaku?

Bisakah kita berbicara apa saja tapi singkirkan namanya di antara percakapan kita?

Bisakah kita bahagia berdua?

Aku rasa tidak

Kita berdua telah dikuasai dengan amarah

Aku benci mengatakan ini

Tapi, kau benar

Aku lemah, lantas, kenapa kau semakin membuat ku lemah sekarang?

Love, has no finale ~finale

And i'm falling inlove with nora and patch moment

I loveeee theeemm 

Sebenarnya jg bru baca seri 3, sama 4

Yg 1,2 belum, ntr deh ke gramed nyerbu

Huhuhhuuu

Finale benar-benar aaaahhhhhh aku gak bisa bilaang

Aku melted

Aww

I just huhuhuh and yeyeyeye and oh my god and pleaaaseeee lol

I know i was like a crazy person when i read a novel

Lol

I should read hush hush the first book their first met

Here it is i love this quote

Lol maaf ya nora aku ambil nih sayap pacarmu

Don't worry, gak bakal aku rebut kok pacarmu, aku dukung kalian ajaa yaaaa

Hihihi

Aku tau ini aneh, harusnya baca hush hush dulu, ya gimana ya

Waktu tu mata tertuju sama silence jadi aaahh gak gak waktu tu lagi heboh nyariin fallen haha padahal juga uda baca tormentnya, inilah kecewa gara-gara di gramed lagi abis stok soo, utk ngatasi kekecewaan aku beli deh silence

And then, damn, jadi gini deh aahhh mau seri 1,2 nyaaaaaaa 

My nü hair LOL

Hi guys

Just want to post my new haircolor lol, well i'm so sooorrryy daddy mommy, lol, i was so bored so i went to my fav salon in tembung of course, it's a cheap one, but the owner is so friendly so I'd like to go there whenever i'm bored, don't care about the distance : pamela-tembung, lol

Ok, so the first time i colored my hair and it was a dark brown, but then in a week I changed it to chestnut but theeenn in a month lol i know it was to fast lol so sorry my hair, I changed it to gold ? Well almost gold i guess, no, maybe it's yellowbrown well lol so here it is

Well, what do you think? Is it yellow brown? Or what? Cause when i'm in the outside, my hair looks yellow/gold, and when i'm in the inside my hair looks brown, that's the point

And i loveeee the color now *peace

Pardon my english, i know it's so bad 

FYI !!!

Buat kamu yang masih ngarep! Atau mingkin masih nyari pasangan yang sempurna *sigh, uda bangun belom sih? Pernah denger gak? Kalo manusia itu gak ada yg sempurna. Semua pernah buat salah. Dan, kamu msh nyari yang cantik dan ganteng? Hahahha, ampuuunn, umur kamu tuh sama dia bakal tambah tua, dan tau kan, semakin tua, kerutan di wajah juga nampak, mau gimana pun itu! Mau kamu/ dia operasi, bakal ketahuan, kamu akan semakin lemah juga kan. Dan oke gak usah cerita tua, kalo misalnya tiba" dia/kamu nih yang kena musibah yang buat mukak kau itu hancur!! Hahah trus, diputusin gitu pasangannya? :( so saaad, so pity.

Jadi gak usah sombong/ sok cantik/ganteng yaw, kamu cantik? Diluar sana masih banyk yang LEBIH CANTIK dari kamu :) jadi cari pasngan tu pake hati. Kalo emang dia serius juga, nampak tu dari perlakuan dia ke kamu, tapi harus disaring juga ya mana yang benar-benar perhatian dan mana yang hanya gombalan sampah :) emng sampah kan? Peace anyway

Tapi yaa, berdoa juga bagus sih berdoa biar dapat cowok yang sesuai sama kita :)